today... my gf shaved her hair. haizz... sad. sam tong seeing the hair drop 1 by 1. haha... but as her bf, of coz i support her la. here's the before and after.

before shave:

after shave:

im proud of her, seriously. she still looks great. lol. but wat really tick me off juz now was that... she was wearing so low cut shirt. grr... geram. and... haizz... wanted to take pic wif her after she shave but.. she was so bz taking pic wif her frens. sigh... well, luckily she didnt cry while shaving her hair.

feel damn freaking lazy to update my blog nowadays. partly coz im so bz. not wif my studies of coz. wif anime and facebook mayb. XP but i should study more. exam coming...

my pretty gal gal gonna shave her hair to raise fund for the cancer patient. im so proud of her. hahaha... sacrificing her hair. too bad i got practical paper on that day and i dunno whether im free or not. would love to be thr and take video and lots of pics wif her before and after she shave. lol. but sam tong also la. she's gonna be bald... no more hair for me to smell for the next half a year at least. sigh... lol. must smell more now.

p.s : since she don really read my blog, im gonna announce this here. wat kind of bf am i if i don shave together wif her rite? but im shaving in barber la. its not for charity though. lol

so dead.

i am officially so gonna die for A2 exam. in chem for sure. nvr hav i felt so lost in my studies before. during UPSR, i slumber only. don even noe it was an important exam. PMR, i was quite confident. at least wont fail. SPM even better. except for account, at least i can fill the exam paper full wif ans. some bullshits of coz. but now? haizz... i open the chem paper, im immediately lost. seriously lost. don even noe how to ans more than 2 ques. it seems soooo difficult for me. i studied but still cant understand a single shit. haizz... die la.

i juz watch finish the new tvb show last nite. greatness of a hero.

love the story line. its a very very nice show. lol. but the ending... its a good ending. but not the kind of happy happy ending. got a lot of pretty gal in the show also. hahaha... jkjk. definitely recommended to watch.

i had 2 mock test today. physics and maths. physics test was on the application part. suprisingly, my paper was quite full. normally blank here and thr on the explanation on theory. lol. but maths a... lets juz say its murderous. i lost minimum of 19 marks ad. haizz... must study harder. i still love maths though. =)

only 1 hour of class tmr. should i go? feel so lazy. lol

dreams...

nowadays im having weird and funny dream. not its not dirty. its about my high school frens. the whole bunch of them. the first dream was... the whole bunch of us studying in a school. its beside a lake. very very beautiful. but the weird thing is, we're learning about pokemon. pretty silly huh? its like pokemon really exist. haha... but the whole place is nice la.

its something like the pic above. juz that it was very very bright and... its like on a high place. mayb like on top of mountain but wif lake? sounds like heaven. mayb its a sign that im dying soon. haha...

the second dream was... not that childish la. but we're talking and laughing non stop. haha... i miss those days...

my kolot-ness...

im sure each and every1 of my fren noe that im an old fashioned guy. very very conservative. such as... i make noise when my gf wear low cut... or when she wear loose sleeveless and spaghetti strap. i juz don like it when other ppl can see any part of her assets. i noe im being very unreasonable and selfish but... i prefer it when only me can see. not now but in the future. it makes thing more... special. im quite sure a lot of u reading this post will think im a weirdo. but... its juz me la. im all against the ' if u got it, flaunt it ' quote. grr... cannot tahan. thats also 1 of the reason y i always think im not ngam wif her. some1 of my frens even said that mayb i got indian blood in me bcoz only indian say this. not trying to be racist here. the 1 that said that to me r indians as well. well... i guess its juz me.

its not that im not trying to change. im trying really really hard. always tell myself that showing a little bit of cleavage is no big deal. haizz... but when i see my gf wearing sleeveless or spaghetti strap, i will feel superbly angry. sometimes i will complain that can see but she nvr blieve me. so most of the time, i juz keep it to myself. mayb i will die of high bp 1 day. hopefully before A2 start. =P i wish i can juz get into some accident or bang something hard on the head or kena bang by something hard on the head so that i can lose my memories, or juz lose my conservative side and change into another diff person. cant stop thinking about it. haizz...